Can you find them

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas with family and friends. 

Here's a quick word search - see if you can find all the words. Some of you might have done this one before.

F K F Y R K L G W D Y V W D J

U L G H V E N R I D T Z O L N

X S O M S I L S B D E B O O G

B A N G K U C U N Y O A D F G

S T O N G I R A R T A T E D D

I A A W P E H B T M J C N N L

H P P L C W R O R Q E X S I E

S O I T N E M H S I N U P L A

U N B E F M K I O C A O O B T

E E L D D A P U O J C H O H H

K M Y Z M Z P W J T V S N U E

C I P O W E X Y W O K Y I X R

U E B O N D A G E P D F W D O

B Z U Y I T T W D I T J N T V

L N D Q M I E K S Z G H Z X T

BATH BRUSH
OTK
BELT
PADDLE
BOTTOM
SPANK
CANE
BONDAGE
STRAP
DOGGING BAT
TOP
DOM
TTWD
HAIRBRUSH
WOOD
HAND
WOODEN SPOON
LEATHER

Have a fun weekend.

Ronnie

xx

How She Feels

I was sent this by a new reader. I said that I had been sent it a few years ago but as I really like it, and some of my readers may have missed it, I would post it again.

How she feels.....before, during and after being spanked.

Before...

A deep arousing sensation wells up inside my lower abdomen when you firmly tell me you are going to spank me. It is partly sexual in origin, partly emotional. The sexual part changes, it stays sexual but that doesn't mean I want sex, which I don't.

The sexual aspect has to do with being over your knee, close to your body. It has to do with you baring my bottom for what you will do and seeing it vulnerable. It is the feel of your firm hands touching me, holding me down. It is knowing we will share loving feelings when it is over.

Emotionally, it is knowing you are in charge and will handle my behaviour and make decisions without my input. It is a pleasurable feeling to have you deciding how I will be disciplined—comforting at some distant level. The nature of this pleasure is what draws me to you, allows me to give consent for you to take control. I know it will hurt, but I will never be hurt.

It is wonderful to have such trust in each other. We do not get an opportunity for that very often—to have complete trust in another person. It is rare and unique. I do not consciously think these thoughts each time—my body's sensation is enough to flood me with a sense of well being. It leaves a smile inside me.

During...

Fear—definitely fear—not of you, but of what you must do. Excitement... as I go over your knee, as my panties are being pulled down, when I feel your leg go over mine to pin me in place... giving up control to you... moving to a place where I have to obey... where you are in charge, and I will be cared for and taken care of, where I feel you totally engaged with me.

Pain... while the actual spanking is happening, I think of very little else but the pain. I am begging for it to stop, I mean it, I want to make you stop but you mustn't stop, we both know it. I just hurts so badly, I have an almost overwhelming urge to interfere with the paddling, my hand, kicking, I want a pillow on my backside, so you cannot spank my bare bottom. I want to jerk my bottom out of your reach, but I am trapped solidly between your legs and arm, and I want so much to cry in desperation, to let you know how it feels but not to stop you.

When it is a truly hard spanking, I feel such helplessness that I cannot interfere with it. I can only choose surrender to your discipline, until it is done. Then toward the end, fear wells up again, as I always think the last spanks will surely be the worst. I wait for those, wanting them to come, but not wanting to feel them, great ambivalence. I am never angry, never. Instead, at the end, I am tired and often in tears but refreshed, content.

After...

I need you. Total surrender leaves me very vulnerable. I feel little and tender. I want you to hold me, tightly. I need your arms around me. I want to talk, cry on your chest. I feel deeply connected. A very peaceful calm stays with me for a very long time, if it has been an emotional experience, which it always is. It is one of my most powerful experiences, it changes me. It creates a calmness within me that radiates a joyful existence. I notice it every day.

The burning in my bottom is incessant but it becomes pleasant. If it is tender the next day, I am happy. I enjoy looking at the redness, I enjoy you looking at it if I am in the corner. Sometimes I need you to spank me again. It never hurts as much the second time, at least not quite as much. If I haven't cried the first time I almost certainly will now.

There are really no negatives to a discipline spanking, except the spanking itself, but even this is not true. I like that too but not in a way I can easily express. I like the touch, the firmness, the certainty even though it is so painful; it is a path to a place I need to go with the one who holds my deepest trust.

I think the writing is lovely.

Have a fun weekend.

Ronnie
xx

ABC of TTWD

Stormy started this ABC of TTWD and I couldn't resist joining in.

So here's mine.......

Attitude/After

Bottom/Bend

Cane/Communication

Dom/Dominance

Extra/Essential

Firm/Fun

Gentle/Great

His hand/Husband

Instant/Imagine

Jump

Knickers/Kink

Love/Lap

Maintenance/Method

Naughty/Never

OTK

P/Paddle

Quiet/Quick

Red/Respect

Spankings/Sexy

Together/Trouble

Underlying

Vent

Warm

X - Nothing came

Y fronts (yes that's what came into my mind. Don't ask me why as I can't tell you)

Finished (I know it doesn't start with a Z but that's what I always think about seeing the letter Z on it's own)

Fun one Stormy.

Ronnie

xx

Three Lovely Blog Awards

I'm tickled pink to have been honoured with "Three Lovely Blog Awards" from our friends -

Slightly Naughty Princess, Reneerose and Spanky.  Thank you so much. It was a surprise 

but a lovely one when there are so many more deserving blogs out there.

There are rules to the award.

Share 7 new things about yourself.

Link back to the person/s who gave you the award.

Pass on the award to 15 blogs you like to read.

I'm not sure if I have 7 things to share about myself that you don't already know but here goes and for a little fun as I'm not one for rules I've listed 8. One of them is untrue - can you guess which one?

1) One of my favourite leather implement is the tawse. Gives quite a bite. Hurts but good hurt, hurt that I can more and more of if you know what I mean. I'm loving it. I think I could actually reach sub space with it.

2) I was a member of a well know highly respected UK Athletics club who have produced a couple of world class athletes. I was considered very good but sadly didn't have it in me to go the whole way.

3) I hate flying so much I take a sedative before takeoff.

4) I have a bruised bottom but not from spanking. I fell over. I also have a few other bruises, hurt my ankle and I'm stiff.

5) I was a prefect as school and had to discipline unruly girls.

6) I love stripey tops and have over 20

7) I have gained 2lb over my target and may need P's expert assistance.

8) My favourite perfume is Channel No5. I have been wearing it for over 25 years since P bought my first bottle.

Did you guess?

Rule one done, rule two done, rule three - now that's a problem. As said I'm not one for too many rules so I'm not going to pass the award on because there are more than 15 blogs out there who all deserve to be read and I can't just choose 15, now can I?

Please pick one from my blog list and go say hello.

Thanks to everyone who commented yesterday. No3 was untrue. I absoloutely love flying.

Ronnie

xx

First two pictures from British Spanking Magazine.

Nuestra Actividad

Why did my husband say 'Nuestra Actividad', I wondered. Not that I mind him saying it, in fact I find it quite sexy when he says things in Spanish, he even sounds Spanish when he says it (works against him on occasions because real Spaniards think he's much more fluent than he is and he can't always keep up especially if there's a dialect).

Anyway he said it, muttering to himself, shortly after listening to a podcast interview with some CEO. Then he muttered 'Treatment of Slags' followed by 'Scrubber' and my ears really pricked up. Was he referring to moi, us, 'our activity'? Was he looking for a bit of roleplay, I mean I can do slag and roleplay if I'm given a bit of notice.

Photo from MarQe's Study

But no it was none of those things. It was all to do with copper mining, he explained, and the site he was researching was in Spanish which google automatically translated (badly) into English. P said they've got a long way to go yet, he sent me a little chunk of the translation, I see what he means.

Treatment of slags:

The Iron silicate obtained in the flash furnace and converters are process in an electric furnace to reduce the copper of 2 and 6% respectively, less 1%. The matte obtained is reintroduced in the production process, while the iron silicate final market.

Thermal refining and casting of copper:

This process removes oxygen and sulfur are still dissolved in the blister copper. For this there are three refining furnaces. Then the copper is cast into the anode using two casting wheels.

Scrubber:

Gases with SO 2 from the foundry are sent to the Money Laundering Section of the acid plant to remove dust entrained in the process.

Sulfuric Acid Production: blah blah blah...

No roleplay then, ah well.

Ronnie

xx

TTWD

Photo from Red Charles

I thought of buying P a personalised number plate for Christmas

Ronnie

xx

Outed at the office......could have been

Hope you all had a lovely weekend. I think Spring has finally arrived for the UK, temperatures rising.

Had a good one ourselves or at least I did, P gave me a spanking on Saturday morning, he called me into the spare bedroom we use as a home office and gave me a solid OTK hand spanking, which I haven't had for ages and god I'd almost forgotten how good and bad they can be.

Why did he do such a thing? I think more or less just because he could; he had time, opportunity and motive (weak in my opinion), our son had gone into work, P wasn't working for once and frankly I think he just didn't have anything to occupy him so I filled the gap. Then last night after being out most of the day we were treated to a meal by friends as a thank you to P for helping them with a website for their new business, I don't think he did much, just happened to have the answers for the stuff they needed because he's been through it for our own online work.

Onto today's post -

Now this happened a good while back and I've been sitting on it to allow some time to pass, you'll know why...

I'd popped into the office down the corridor from us to drop off a letter which had been mixed up in our mail (we're in large office building with multiple different bushiness) and there was Margaret and two girls her boss always uses from a temp agency when he needs extra office help huddled around one of the computers

''Haven't you got any work to do,'' I quipped. I went over and sat on the desk and took a look at what they were amusing themselves with, there were several tabs running, the one they were looking at was a spanking site (I didn't know it), I couldn't believe it. Then Margaret said she'd gone onto the Internet to see if she could find an article that appeared in the local journal about a local lady who'd been providing - ahem - disciplinary services (totally true, I'd read it myself) not so far away from us because Helen and Carol (who are not local) said they didn't believe her. I don't know if they found what they'd been looking for but they certainly found this spanking site. I really don't know why she mentioned it to the girls.

Then Margaret totally stunned me and said she'd visited a shop with a girlfriend once which supplied discipline and bondage gear and that it was quite exciting although she didn't do that kind of thing herself, her husband would think she'd gone mad if she ever suggested it. But she went on to say her friend told her there were lots of women who were into bondage and some even get spanked but it's something that's never mentioned and that her friend told her she gets spanked by her husband. How true that is I don't know, I just couldn't believe what I was hearing, that she would even mention such a thing or even know somebody who was into spanking. I was totally speechless.

From the look on their faces the two temp girls were totally shocked and told Margaret not to be silly and to stop joking, how could anybody allow their husbands to do that. One of the girls turned to me and said what did I think, could it be true, would you let your husband do that to you, now what could I say, I'm sure I must have gone red but luckily at that point my phone went, it was a business call and I left their office to take it outside. After the call I started thinking hold on, what if Margaret starts clicking on some more spanking sites or maybe she has even by some slim chance found me and that was why she was mentioning it to see my reaction, to see what I would say. Then I thought what if she could trace my blog back to our office address because I've often posted from here.

I flew back to our office and said that's it I'm finished, have we got proper security here, I'm not writing again, or coming to the office again for that matter - of course P didn't know what I was on about but then, amused when I told him, he came over and put his arm round me and told me not to worry my cover couldn't be blown, he reckoned it was millions to one against and she wouldn't be sure of anything, no way.

Phew! so I wont be outed. He said maybe she even bookmarked me or even commented under a different name, wouldn't that be amusing and neither side would know it.

Margaret's left now and has in fact moved away from the area, her boss has also moved offices. So with P's endorsement I posted it with a few cosmetic changes but in essence it's actually what happened.

I know protecting identity is of great concern to all of us and I'm no different. Not because I this TTWD is wrong, just people in our offices wouldn't be ready for the real me.

Ronnie

xx

TTWD

The pure joy of submission, surrender, total capitulation to a man who’s prepared to, no insistent on, taking me in hand. It’s an addiction which for me offers unlimited pleasure in a variety of ways and circumstances, massively enhanced sexual pleasure, close bond with my husband who is also my friend and business partner, and a unique confidence which I doubt I could have obtained any other way, certainly not with as much fun.

So am I a downtrodden woman, weak, abused, used, violated and pandering to the gratification of a brute with no respect for women and all they have struggled to achieve over a century? I think not, rather I see myself as being independent and strong willed, professional and very happy in a lifestyle which has provided so much fun, unspeakable pleasure and true liberation.

The deliciously politically incorrect contradiction of feelings I have learned to control and manipulate when I know I’m going to be spanked is almost indescribable.

How much of the above do you share, agree/ disagree with?

Ronnie

xx