I'm not much of a crybaby except sometimes to
moving films or books, and I always say words are more likely to make me
cry than a spanking. I got some of both on Boxing Day and yes I cried a bit and
there was a bit of an atmosphere for a few hours but I was told to buck my
ideas up, which I did and would have done anyway, there was no need to tell
me.
I have many times said that real spankings are
the best. And the worst of course. I have tried to manipulate situations over
the years to get 'real' spankings but without damaging consequences but it is
incredibly difficult to do and I have only ever been partially successful. Late
on Christmas night I did it without making any effort at all.
We had guests as I told you, we'd had a lovely day,
nice food and company, played a few games, got a bit tipsy, guests retired to
their rooms leaving shambles to clear up. Or not. I said I was tired too and
would just clear a few things away and leave the rest till morning, P told me
next day I was slurring my words and wasn't capable of clearing things
away, but I don't recall that being the case. Anyway I was making a
hamfisted job of 'clearing up' apparently so P got involved, put some stuff
in the washer and filled a sink of hot water to do the rest. Shit. I kicked
myself into gear, forgot about going to bed and tried to take over from what he
was doing because I felt shamed that my husband was doing what I should
have been doing. He wouldn't let me, I sensed his annoyance, I scurried
about doing other things to be seen to be making an effort.
To cut to the quick and what really sealed my
fate, I tried to to put a beautiful Christmas cake, which our son and his
girlfriend had made, back into its box and it broke before my eyes. I mean
a whole chunk of it broke away, like a road subsidence, so the icing on the top
collapsed and the little snowman in the middle leaned at a drunken angle. I got
it back out of the box and returned it to the table, it was a mess. P
saw it and asked me what had happened, I said I didn't know. He looked in
the box and a large piece of the cake body was in there, he got it out and
brought it to the table and, as best he could, repaired the damage. He asked me
how it had happened, I said nothing, he told me that it couldn't happen on
its own, he stood waiting for an answer. He was angry, I admitted it was my
fault, I was close to tears even then, he told me I was pissed, which I
wasn't, and that a lot of time must have been spent on that cake and
I'd just wrecked it and wasn't even going to mention it. He was being a bit
harsh there because I'm sure I would have mentioned it in the morning, I
don't know what made me put it back on the table, maybe he was right perhaps I
was a bit too tipsy after all. He told me to go to bed and I did because I
didn't want raised voices and to be honest I felt guilty.
Anyway next day I apologised about the cake,
incident closed or so I thought, closed while we still had guests on the
premises I should have realised. Mid morning, P's brother and his
Colombian girlfriend, who was very nice by the way, said they were going into Birmingham for some shopping, they'd be back late afternoon and we were
going out to eat in the evening. Son and girlfriend left not long after, they were going to have lunch with friends.
We were on our own. P told me to come with him
upstairs, I knew from his manner that it was about last night, I
thought he was going to cane me. I started to say something as we walked up
the stairs but he told me not to bother and when we got to the landing he
sent me into the office to wait for him.
I stood in the office but the futon was
still pulled out and it smelled of sleep and perfume and there was
stuff strewn about, of course his brother and partner had made it their bedroom.
I pushed a window open, I would tidy up later. P came in and I almost smiled at
the look on his face, he wouldn't spank me in there, he didn't have a
cane in his hand either so that was a relief. He thought quickly
and took me by the arm into our son's old room, the bed had been stripped
and it was ship shape (mental note his girlfriend could be a
keeper), he wouldn't take me into our own room which was a bad sign, it
meant this was purely business.
We have another room but there's
no furniture in it at the moment. P sat on the edge of the mattress
and told me to take my jeans and knickers down, he removed a wooden paddle
from his back pocket, I said 'No please, P'. He looked directly into my
eyes and told me to do as I was told now or he would do it for me and
I wouldn't like that at all. I suddenly wanted to go for a wee but didn't
dare ask, instead I dropped my jeans and knickers and put my hands in
front of me clutching my t-shirt and stretching it down to cover my pubics.
I shuffled forward, there was no point prevaricating, and he toppled me
easily across his lap. I had to move my hands up to steady myself on the
mattress and my t-shirt rode up over my hips exposing my bottom, I didn't care
about my pubes at that stage. My husband started spanking
immediately; the lecture starting only after my bottom had been
incinerated. He paused to make sure his words were getting through to me
and kept saying things like 'it's true isn't it?' and 'you know that, don't
you?' and 'I've told you before haven't I?'.....you get the idea, I won't
go through all the things he said but the questions were intentional to
make me acknowledge what he was saying, which I did. The spanking resumed,
he continued his tirade, I didn't know which was worse the spanking or his words
they were both hurting, it wasn't a fun spanking and near the end I just stopped
struggling and pleading and accepted it and yes I was sobbing.
He stopped when
he knew but he didn't show any pity for me, instead he told me it was about
time I got a reminder of what a real spanking was like and he hoped
I'd learned my lesson and next time he had to deal with me like that the real
spanking would only begin when the tears started flowing. He pulled my
knickers up over my bottom, which made me feel worse, as if he owned
me, and left me on the bed snivelling and hoping his brother and the
Colombian didn't come back early, stupid how your mind works at times,
or at least mine does. I also considered going out on my own for the afternoon
but didn't, it would only have made things worse.
We spent an awkward afternoon and when his brother
and girlfriend returned I went up to the bedroom. A few minutes later he came up
and that was when he told me to buck my ideas up and come down and be sociable.
We went out in the evening and things had thawed a bit and I was glad of the
company, I wanted to put some close fitting trousers on, smart ones
not jeans, but they were tight and a bit uncomfortable because my
backside was still sore, I'd already seen bruises in the mirror.
Luckily Cielo wore jeans too so I didn't feel at a disadvantage, except
when it came to sitting of course.
By the time we went to bed that night it was P
who was the worse for wear, he'd opened a bottle of Lagunilla when we got back
home and drunk most of it with his brother who he doesn't see all
that often, us girls stayed sensibly with wine. Next morning they were both
a bit fragile and I wondered if what was good for the goose was also good for
the gander, I didn't try to find out though.
Ronnie
xx